Today really sucked, like wow, I guess I have four missing assignments, and my aunt and uncle are starting to treat me bad, and schools really making me feel bad with all these assignments and ‘if u do bad this year well then ur fucked for life’ and just ugh.

And then I have Dipper to think about, how I really hate how he’s turning out… Like I want to be this super great canon Dipper, and I keep realizing that I’m drifting father and farther from that. Like he’s to mature and not playful enough. His teen self is super rude and sassy, and just wow, I really am a shit roleplayer.

I’m just feeling really dumb now a days, and I feel stuck in the situations I’m in, and just, I really don’t know what to do, I just want to slip into my closet, curl in a small ball and cry and never leave…